im back

well people I am back

havent written for a while and also have closed my blog for publicity for only one reason, I thought its f8ing useless, and noone ever reads it but wtever, now  I am writing back.
 I am in a emotional boom, was so excited last hours, but after that, when excitement went away, I realized that I am sad now, or maybe tired of  that boom. Went to fb to chat with friends noone there, its kinda strange situation but this is usual thing when I really need them..
So I remembered about this useless thing called blog. decided to write again.Maybe u'll wonder who the hell is this crazy? why is she so nervous? well gonna explain it to ya. I wanted to quit the online life, go totally to real communication and now I am again back to here. maybe its not possible in 21th century? MAybe we all need this sh*t? wtever, sorry for this awful post. whoever ever reads this :!