*breath, another one* how to write what I feel, really dunno but I think I should, I need to share with someone but no, dun wanna do that, its not a big thing , its not so serious, just small everyday conflict. well I guess best words to describe me now is: wanna run away....

but its quiet strange cuz I dont feel sad or something, I am happy enough but winds, winds.. no not inside but around me.. hard to explain, but I guess lots of ppl have felt something like this..
now winds are more quiet because of Tigran Hamasyan's jazz... turned on the TV and by a good chance Tigran was playing, I really luv him. He's best jazzman for me, well Im not an expert in music, in jazz , dunno many jazzmen, but everyone should find his musician, no matter u have chosen him from 10, from 100 or from thousands. If u feel his music, then hes best for you... So now Tigran is best best jazzman for me :)

p.s. again cant write long