now I do know what means peace... feel so happy today, not just have a good mood but really happiness. This is really great when ur happy without any special reason, you just have a family, sun. blue sky, energy and u know feeling so free and so peaceful. Really wish everyone feel what I feel now )

I love everyone and everything!!

GOOD DAY START

when u wake up after sleepless night, having hard day yesterday... cant move, still sleeepy, cant realize the lifee.... WOHO!!! ELvis is the medicine!!! turn on Elvis " I gotta know" start movi ng slowly, smiling))))))))))))) then u start feeling that ur awake and able move more fast- gooo rock n rolling!!! It works!!!!!!!!!!

at the end of the crazy day, be honest in the middle of the night I got really impressed, impressed by this pic, which made just look at it.. dun turn eyes just go inside, deep inside..

As happens in most cases when ur really affected by smth, u cant get what caught u in it, hm.. I think now that maybe every such impression is a lil LOVE, as everyone says that Love is what u feel and cant explain.. here is the answer.. impression, is love.. ( I really cant believe that this is me typing , but I guess that's affection of the time, the night wtever...:P)

I usually prefer pics with message inside and in this case I got that.. the girl full inside, inspired, dreamy and steady ..the secret here is the inner world.. as usual cant explain more.. LUv this girl and this shot! thankful that I saw it tday, which will bring me lots of positive energy tomorrow.. I feel like been taken to another world for some time..

Thanks Sonch)

feel that should do something today. don't understand what, but feel for sure the answer is in my dream.. can't remember what I've seen in the dream..

doing my best

so touched..

Was alone at home.. Rare event recently.. was just turning channels and stayed at movie with Richard Gere... That was an adult love story... I can't really get my feelings, I am so impressed and even was on a step of crying.. Really wanna get what was the reason, as u know that was an ordinary story, nothing surprising or whatever.. But it touched me.. Was watching at the house on the ocean beach and dreaming once be there with the ONE.. Got so much feelings inside but cant write or describe it.. I love this and don't wanna analyze why I feel this.. Just got touched and felt that movie, which target group is not my age youth. but here is the fact, 21 y old girl also liked the adult story, the one who's not fond of romances... No more words to say.. Just remembered William Saroyan's words from the "Hello out there!"

“People are the same everywhere. They’re different only when they love somebody. That’s the only thing that makes them different.”

P.S. Just searched out the name of the movie Nights in Rodanthe (Diane Lane & Richard GEre)

boys..boys..boys..

boys are really funny..

right now while typing here I am having online conversation with a stranger. That's really funny. He sent me a friend request and I couldn't make out do I know him or not.. accepted..when he started convo with hi beautiful girl, I got that someone is out for "fishing" loll. And as happens mostly (many girls will prove that) u receive message like this: "I saw your pics and really wanna meet in real.." And this is after hi, how are you? I really wonder what they predict to see back? are there any girls who say "tell me the place and the time, I'll be there. Dont be late."
And I also remembered an offline case happened with me on vacation.. I was in the park alone (waiting for my friend) and one guy just asked me to shoot him. Surely I made a photo and we just started talking like for 1 minute. And what he told me" Can I accompany you?" Mann, U were doing that already, why u need to ask that? Before that, I considered that as just chatting but when he mentioned that he accompanies me it was like an alarm. And I said that I was waiting for my friend to come.

The moral was: Boys, in many cases it is more easy to start conversation with us without pointing that you are interested in us like just beautiful girls. Starting chatting and getting our trust will help you more ;)

...about an hour ago one of my mates told me news about her career.. just for a first second I felt smth awful, I thought "why it's not me?".. just for a second, but its an hour I can't forgive myself. I feel like I'm not that good person as my friends think I am.. If I was a good human I wouldn't even think about that even for a moment...


hello depression..